Still stuck

I still haven’t managed to sort through the paperwork for the solicitor. And I know that she will call me very soon asking about it. And I know my ex husband won’t give me long before he’s complaining about not getting his money.

And yet I seem to find any reason/excuse not to do it. I spent Friday at a friend’s watching the Royal Wedding and having a nice time – except for realising that I will never see my boy, who was also tall and fair, get married.

On Saturday I took my Mother shopping – that pretty much swallowed up the whole day.

And on Sunday and Monday I did a little supermarket shopping, rearranged the living room furniture and tidied up a bit. Oh and I played Tetris – lots of Tetris. Frankly, given the amount of Tetris I’ve played, I’m amazed I haven’t developed an RSI!

I know it’s all just a way of avoiding what must be done and so I have decided that I have an hour to spare tomorrow morning and I will devote that hour to making a start. I’m meeting a friend for lunch after that so I am limited in how much I can do in that short time but I’m hoping that makes it more manageable.